Genre(s): Science Fiction/Romance
Rating: T (as according to fictionpress)
Characters In Chapter: Samara Crichton, Nazilla, Mark, Stewart, Martha, Rebecca
Relationship(s): Samara Crichton/Nazilla
I dried myself off as I watched Samara do the same. Showering was extremely fun when I had been human, but now my robot senses picked things up as plain that I used to think of as extraordinary. I could measure how hot the water was and how fast it came out of the shower head. Drying myself off as I stepped out of the shower was done precisely.
There was
no more fun of the feeling of the towel going over my body. No, I only had to
concern myself with drying myself off in the quickest manner so I could do
other things.
I should
have missed feeling human but I didn’t. Samara looked at me and I could tell
she felt pity for me because she probably thought that me not really being
human anymore was a bad thing. But, to me, it was acceptable. Being human had
been awesome but I didn’t feel any pain about being a Machine now.
I looked
her up and down as she tied her towel around herself. I could tell that she
still had the body that would have aroused me if I had still been human. But I
wasn’t human anymore but I still felt interested in her physical features.
“How are
you feeling?” I asked her as she started to blow dry her hair.
“Nervous.”
Samara admitted. “It’s just…what if this plan doesn’t work?”
I put my
hands around her waist and my head on her shoulder. I took in every detail that
I could. I took in her body heat, her blood pressure, and how much water was
probably still on her skin. I noticed the fact that I wasn’t feeling her like I
once did and didn’t consider that fact important.
“The plan
will work.” I told her as I was confident in the plan.
“But what
if you die?” Samara asked and I could see her worry more clearly than I wanted
to.
“Netty made
me to last.” I reassured her. “I will hold up. But you should worry more about
yourself. You’re more likely to die.”
I didn’t
add that she was human and humans were weak. I knew she would be offended at
this and I didn’t want to distress her anymore. Our relationship was on rocky
ground and I didn’t want to make things worse.
Samara
turned her head so she was looking at me and said, “Karma can fight The Net and
Karma will destroy Logic. You’re not invincible.”
Yes, Samara
was right. I could die. Before I would’ve preferred death rather than be what I
was now, but now I had found peace with myself. Now I wanted to live so I could
bring down Netty.
Besides
this upcoming battle, I was worried about something else. Something that was
probably nothing, but which I was still concerned with.
“Mark,” I
said and Samara just sighed. “He’s human and you’re human.”
“I’m also a
lesbian.” Samara replied. “Don’t worry, Naz, I’m not going to leave you.
Especially not for a man.”
“But will
you leave me if you find a human woman you like?” I asked.
I knew how
much I had changed and knew that it might bother Samara in the future. Did I
care about her leaving me? In a way, yes, but I would get over it. A part of
me, that remained the most human, didn’t want her to leave me at all. I wanted
Samara to stay with me not just because I trusted her, but because I loved her.
My love for
her was with me even after I had become a Machine. And now it had just evolved
into something that was different, but was still strong.
“There will
never be a woman that would make me leave you.” Samara said and then we both
got quickly dressed.
I got
dressed first and evaluated my girlfriend’s fitness. I didn’t want her to go
into battle when she could died. I had die and didn’t consider it a good thing
to happen. If you survived you would be a Machine and completely different than
who you had been before.
“Are you
ready?” I asked her out of politeness as I could tell that she was ready.
“Yes, let’s
go down to meet the others.” She replied and we walked quickly to the living
room.
I looked at
the team that was now in our living room.
Mark was
sitting on a chair in his usual cocky manner. He had a look of disinterest but
I could tell he was worrying. He was a leader and liked to look in control and
unafraid, but he was afraid. He couldn’t hide that from me. When he looked at
me he put all of his fears into an angry look on his face that he directed at me.
Stewart was
sitting close to Mark and was doing a better job at controlling his fear. He
looked at me with his eyes that seemed to care more about examining me than
extending real friendship.
Martha and
Rebecca, the two sisters, were comforting each other before the big battle.
Kered was
still in bed to recover so he wouldn’t be joining us.
Samara and
I sat down to get ready for last minute arrangements.
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