Entry #6: It's Cold Outside
I was kicked out of my house by my own mother at age ten. To me this is just another fact of life and something that doesn't make it hard for me to sleep. All trainers are kicked out of their houses at age ten to learn the art. The craft that is so important to the world. Some kids, of course, aren't forced out and become the regular people I meet along my journeys. At age eighteen this is more than comfortable to me. What has happened recently has made it a little hard for me to sleep.
Sunday, February 19, 2017
Wednesday, February 8, 2017
Crossing the Divide 37
"Jane Doe, you are brought in front of the Kaari for a proposition." I
said. "We have an idea where cloning facilities are and can't waste the
manpower to destroy them all."
Alex looked at Jane as a direwolf would look at its prey. In his eyes alone he seemed like he was about to pounce. Khaleesi and Jane looked uneasily at each other. My daughter didn't want to appear rude and yet was still suspicious about the other clone. K-Mart was the calmest among us.
"So you want me to convince Alice to attack some for you." Jane said, not needing us to tell her what we wanted. "You're asking me to work for you and not her, in other words."
"We both have the same end goal." Alex said. "Umbrella can't be allowed to mass produce like it could. It might not just be me that is cloned but other former Umbrella members that have sided with the Mormonts."
"They could make more of me."
"Of course they could. If they wanted to infiltrate our or Alice's ranks they could make even more clones of her."
In Jane's eyes I saw this mission become more personal for her. Alex was the only one of himself while Jane knew what being a clone was like. Both would have more fears about more of them being made than I would. At least she was used to being around other clones daily.
"Then we do have the same end goal." Jane replied. "Alice would see it that way. She wouldn't want herself being abused anymore than she already has been."
-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic
You can read it HERE
Alex looked at Jane as a direwolf would look at its prey. In his eyes alone he seemed like he was about to pounce. Khaleesi and Jane looked uneasily at each other. My daughter didn't want to appear rude and yet was still suspicious about the other clone. K-Mart was the calmest among us.
"So you want me to convince Alice to attack some for you." Jane said, not needing us to tell her what we wanted. "You're asking me to work for you and not her, in other words."
"We both have the same end goal." Alex said. "Umbrella can't be allowed to mass produce like it could. It might not just be me that is cloned but other former Umbrella members that have sided with the Mormonts."
"They could make more of me."
"Of course they could. If they wanted to infiltrate our or Alice's ranks they could make even more clones of her."
In Jane's eyes I saw this mission become more personal for her. Alex was the only one of himself while Jane knew what being a clone was like. Both would have more fears about more of them being made than I would. At least she was used to being around other clones daily.
"Then we do have the same end goal." Jane replied. "Alice would see it that way. She wouldn't want herself being abused anymore than she already has been."
-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic
You can read it HERE
Tuesday, February 7, 2017
February 1 Hour 2017 Exclusive Vlog (Patreon Exclusive)
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Monday, February 6, 2017
Coming Undone Giveaway (Flight Rising)
Update: The giveaway is over. Thanks to everyone that
participated. Maybe you were a member of Flight Rising and this giveaway
made you a fan of my blog. Or maybe you're a fan of my blog who has
suddenly learned about Flight Rising. If you're the latter, keep on the
lookout for the next registration window.
If you are a member of Flight Rising and can't wait until my next giveaway to get dragons from me, you can always check out the Auction House and my Dragon Shop for dragons I'm selling.
I also do nest rentals and lend out my cauldron.
If you want to find out more about my clan, feel free to check out my dragons' journals and the clan's facebook page.
And, hey, if you want to start a long discussion about fanfictions feel free. If you want to buy things related to your favorite fandom for yourself, friends, and family click on the ad at the bottom of my post. Doing this you will help support my blog as well as getting neat stuff for yourself and others.
I like to write fanfiction as anyone that reads my blog can clearly tell. Some I like to have fun with and...yeah...those can get odd as funny to me sometimes means...well if you have read those fics you'll know. Others I like to spend time and effort on. I feel canon can be messed with as long as a good story is told.
With the release of Fifty Shades Darker approaching, the fact that that is what most people think fanfiction is makes me a little upset. Yes, there are people that write fics like that or worse but there are also lots of other fanfic writers that actually write well. And actually write good sex scenes with compelling characters unlike the Fifty Shades trilogy.
Those fanfictions you can read for free and only waste time if you don't like them. Plus some of them deserve to be on the big screen. I don't read much fanfiction as my workload and all, but I have read a few that would make a good movie or tv series.
In my quest to give back to my loyal blog readers, here's another giveaway. This time I'm giving away dragons (I know, shocking) from the site Flight Rising. Unlike Dragon Cave, you can't sign up at any time but have to wait for a registration window. Go to the HOME PAGE of Flight Rising to check when the next registration window is. Even if you can't make this giveaway, you can participate in future ones. I am jashykins on the site.
Now this giveaway is running a little differently than my Dragon Cave one due to how breeding is done on Flight Rising. The number of dragons I give away each time is dependent on how many eggs are produced in the 'giveaway nest'. I have selling my dragons in the Auction House and Exalting others as part of my income on the site. Losing a little here and there is fine, but doing constant giveaways is a no no.
This time I am giving away two dragons. The parents are KyloRen and Cassie.
Below are listed the rules of this giveaway:
If you are a member of Flight Rising and can't wait until my next giveaway to get dragons from me, you can always check out the Auction House and my Dragon Shop for dragons I'm selling.
I also do nest rentals and lend out my cauldron.
If you want to find out more about my clan, feel free to check out my dragons' journals and the clan's facebook page.
And, hey, if you want to start a long discussion about fanfictions feel free. If you want to buy things related to your favorite fandom for yourself, friends, and family click on the ad at the bottom of my post. Doing this you will help support my blog as well as getting neat stuff for yourself and others.
I like to write fanfiction as anyone that reads my blog can clearly tell. Some I like to have fun with and...yeah...those can get odd as funny to me sometimes means...well if you have read those fics you'll know. Others I like to spend time and effort on. I feel canon can be messed with as long as a good story is told.
With the release of Fifty Shades Darker approaching, the fact that that is what most people think fanfiction is makes me a little upset. Yes, there are people that write fics like that or worse but there are also lots of other fanfic writers that actually write well. And actually write good sex scenes with compelling characters unlike the Fifty Shades trilogy.
Those fanfictions you can read for free and only waste time if you don't like them. Plus some of them deserve to be on the big screen. I don't read much fanfiction as my workload and all, but I have read a few that would make a good movie or tv series.
In my quest to give back to my loyal blog readers, here's another giveaway. This time I'm giving away dragons (I know, shocking) from the site Flight Rising. Unlike Dragon Cave, you can't sign up at any time but have to wait for a registration window. Go to the HOME PAGE of Flight Rising to check when the next registration window is. Even if you can't make this giveaway, you can participate in future ones. I am jashykins on the site.
Now this giveaway is running a little differently than my Dragon Cave one due to how breeding is done on Flight Rising. The number of dragons I give away each time is dependent on how many eggs are produced in the 'giveaway nest'. I have selling my dragons in the Auction House and Exalting others as part of my income on the site. Losing a little here and there is fine, but doing constant giveaways is a no no.
This time I am giving away two dragons. The parents are KyloRen and Cassie.
Below are listed the rules of this giveaway:
Sunday, February 5, 2017
Crossing the Divide 36
"But don't you want to see House Targaryen on the throne again?" Daenerys asked. "To take revenge with fire and blood?"
"I want our House to have a good ruler on the Iron Throne. I will not be responsible for another mad king."
Daenerys seemed disappointed and I wondered when her longing for the Iron Throne really took place. I couldn't see a ruler in her eyes but I saw a strong woman nonetheless. She wanted House Targaryen back in what she would consider its proper place. Even if she couldn't lead she wanted her House to continue. She might not fully trust Viserys but she thought he had the right idea.
"How do you know Ser Jorah?" Daenerys asked.
I almost replied with the answer in my home reality. I was about to say that I rescued her from Daario and when I arrived at the Raqus estate he was there. I was about to say how he came to my chambers that night and f***** me. I was about to tell her how he was the first man to f*** me. But that wasn't the case here and there was now a different answer.
"I saw him at the Tourney at Harrenhal." I replied. "We only looked at each other."
"I thought it was something more." Daenerys replied. "It seemed like you were lovers at one point. You didn't talk to each others as mere acquaintances."
-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Jorah Mormont Fic
You can read it HERE
"I want our House to have a good ruler on the Iron Throne. I will not be responsible for another mad king."
Daenerys seemed disappointed and I wondered when her longing for the Iron Throne really took place. I couldn't see a ruler in her eyes but I saw a strong woman nonetheless. She wanted House Targaryen back in what she would consider its proper place. Even if she couldn't lead she wanted her House to continue. She might not fully trust Viserys but she thought he had the right idea.
"How do you know Ser Jorah?" Daenerys asked.
I almost replied with the answer in my home reality. I was about to say that I rescued her from Daario and when I arrived at the Raqus estate he was there. I was about to say how he came to my chambers that night and f***** me. I was about to tell her how he was the first man to f*** me. But that wasn't the case here and there was now a different answer.
"I saw him at the Tourney at Harrenhal." I replied. "We only looked at each other."
"I thought it was something more." Daenerys replied. "It seemed like you were lovers at one point. You didn't talk to each others as mere acquaintances."
-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Jorah Mormont Fic
You can read it HERE
Saturday, February 4, 2017
Crossing the Divide 35
"You haven't spoken much." Alex said and I turned to see him enter the tent.
"Daenerys betrayed me." I told him. "I lost Jeor. There is not much use for words anymore."
Alex sat on the edge of the cot and ran a hand through my hair. His simple touch calmed me and I shut my eyes. For a blessed moment it was as if everything was perfect. That all the pains of the world had gone away and left me in peace. I had been surviving on these moments for the past few days. Holding onto them as if my life depended on them. Maybe it did now. Maybe this was the pain I would feel until I died centuries from now.
"Do you know what I thought when I first saw you?" Alex asked and I opened my eyes to look into his. "I knew you were different than anything I had seen before. I knew you would mean more for me but I didn't know what that meant. I hadn't yet experienced those feelings so how could I? You turned out to be one of the bravest people I had ever met."
"I'm not brave." I told him. "I was broken and I ran."
"You gave me another chance after everything I did. If that's not bravery, what is? You will find your strength and you will defeat Daenerys."
"I don't know if I want to. I saved her life and in return...she unleashed every hell in existence. I sacrificed myself for a woman who deserved no mercy."
I had run away from my fears. As my anguish took hold of me I realized I had been running for a very long time. After my pack died I hadn't been strong enough to carry on and form a new family. There were direwolves that had been more than ready to follow me. I had run away from the kindness of the Raqus family, for the most part, as living that life was scary to me. When I had made love to Jorah for the first time I had run away to a new reality. It was scary but I hadn't had to deal with the fear of falling in love for the first time. Now when Daenerys had betrayed me I had run away to a different sort of reality in Essos. I didn't understand it, not yet, but I thought of spending my life there. As long as I didn't have to face the reality where my former queen betrayed me.
"I know what it's like being a coward." Alex said. "And you are not one."
-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic
You can read it HERE
"Daenerys betrayed me." I told him. "I lost Jeor. There is not much use for words anymore."
Alex sat on the edge of the cot and ran a hand through my hair. His simple touch calmed me and I shut my eyes. For a blessed moment it was as if everything was perfect. That all the pains of the world had gone away and left me in peace. I had been surviving on these moments for the past few days. Holding onto them as if my life depended on them. Maybe it did now. Maybe this was the pain I would feel until I died centuries from now.
"Do you know what I thought when I first saw you?" Alex asked and I opened my eyes to look into his. "I knew you were different than anything I had seen before. I knew you would mean more for me but I didn't know what that meant. I hadn't yet experienced those feelings so how could I? You turned out to be one of the bravest people I had ever met."
"I'm not brave." I told him. "I was broken and I ran."
"You gave me another chance after everything I did. If that's not bravery, what is? You will find your strength and you will defeat Daenerys."
"I don't know if I want to. I saved her life and in return...she unleashed every hell in existence. I sacrificed myself for a woman who deserved no mercy."
I had run away from my fears. As my anguish took hold of me I realized I had been running for a very long time. After my pack died I hadn't been strong enough to carry on and form a new family. There were direwolves that had been more than ready to follow me. I had run away from the kindness of the Raqus family, for the most part, as living that life was scary to me. When I had made love to Jorah for the first time I had run away to a new reality. It was scary but I hadn't had to deal with the fear of falling in love for the first time. Now when Daenerys had betrayed me I had run away to a different sort of reality in Essos. I didn't understand it, not yet, but I thought of spending my life there. As long as I didn't have to face the reality where my former queen betrayed me.
"I know what it's like being a coward." Alex said. "And you are not one."
-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic
You can read it HERE
Thursday, February 2, 2017
February 30 Minute 2017 Exclusive Vlog (Patreon Exclusive)
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