Thursday, June 19, 2014

Approve Comments Option on YouTube

My whole blogging adventure really started on YouTube. Anyways, over the years I've gotten comments on the site and I've learned to not pay them any mind. I don't care that an anonymous person over the internet tells me to kill myself because that person isn't important. However, just because I don't mind it doesn't mean I want those kinds of comments in my comment section of my videos.

So I am really happy about the ability for me to monitor comments before they're publicly posted.

So what kind of comments will I let through? Will I only let comments through that agree/praise me?
1.) Constructive Criticism
If you think something I did/said in the video is wrong you can tell me. I know I'm not perfect and that I make mistakes. I am also aware that everyone has their own opinions. So when someone points out mistakes I'll approve their comments as long as they're worded nicely. I've let some comments go by in the past and when I replied I was harassed. So I've learned to shoot first and ask questions later.
2.) You're Nice
If you're being friendly, have no fear that I won't approve your comment. This weeding out of trolls is so that there's a friendly comment section to go through. I far from mind the 'good jobs' and 'you put what I was thinking into words' as those are always pleasant to wake up to.

Lone Survivor: A Few Complaints

I talk about the opening credits and scene before the ending credits of the movie Lone Survivor.

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Tobias and Some Headcanons

I'm not feeling that great today so I've decided to indulge myself with this post. The Animorphs character that I like to play the most, and my favorite Animorphs character hands down no questions asked, is Tobias. So I have made up headcanons for the character. Sometimes I can't play him with certain headcanons due to certain places preferring me to use the canonical Tobias.

So today I will tell you some of my headcanons for this character. And, to be very indulgent, I'll stick to two short sex headcanons and a sort of third one.
With the ship Rachias (aka between Rachel and Tobias, this ship is canon), I see as Rachel being 'top'. And Tobias likes that very much. He loves Rachel because of both her bravery and beauty, so he likes having this force of nature be the dominant one during sex. While he does take control from time to time, he prefers obeying her during sex.
With the ship Marco/Tobias, I see Tobias as being the dominant one. Unlike Rachel, he doesn't see Marco as a force of nature to be used by. He respects the boy, true, but he feels more comfortable being the top. Even teasing him during sex to get a reaction out of him. Tobias is also more open about his sexuality than Marco is, so Birdboy is freer than him in that regard.
I do sort of ship Jake and Tobias together. It's just a small ship of mine, though, so I don't really have any concrete sex headcanons for the pairing. Right now I just see them as too similar for one of them to be dominant so that no one exactly over powers the other during sex.

New Beginnings and Second Chances 6

I liked flying, especially in the mountains. The area around my cabin was great for flying, or maybe that was just my bias. I had built the cabin in a good location for taking a breather so maybe that’s why I now had a love of the area. It was a point where I could just relax.

Looking to my left I saw Rachel in her Bald eagle morph. To me that had always been her true form. A form where she was deadly without having to worry about being mistaken for just another pretty face. And, before she died, that had made me happy. Hell, it made me proud to have her as a bird beside me.

We had been silent for thirty minutes since I didn’t know if I should ask the questions I felt I needed to. We hadn’t been totally silent as we had made comments like “I forgot how fun this was” and “I missed you” every now and again.

Rachel, I said, finally deciding to break the silence. What was it like? Dying, I mean.

I saw Rachel take a dive and then pull out of it at the last second. She was stalling. I didn’t blame her, it was a very personal question. I didn’t want her to think that I thought she was a trap or that I didn’t want her. I just had to know what my first love had gone through and how I could help.

It was strange. She finally replied. At first it was confusing and I felt like I was doing something wrong. But then...I just accepted it because it was right.

What do you mean it felt wrong?

I didn’t think it was right that I had to die right as we were winning. I didn’t think it was right that I was abandoning you.

I couldn’t imagine being so close to victory and then dying. What if it had been me who died? Would I have felt like I was abandoning Rachel?

Yes, I would have. More than any other member of the group, I’d feel most guilty for abandoning her. What if it had been me who, three years after the war, had shown up on her doorstep? She had taken things well all things considering. Or maybe she had spent awhile building up the courage to say hi. It wasn’t like I was paying that much attention to the outside world since Marco had become my boyfriend.

But those were things I could discuss with her later.

I don’t blame you for dying. I told her.

You blame Jake. Rachel said.

I took a dive and rose back up, using the falling sensation to snap me back into reality. I didn’t need to start ranting to her about her cousin. A cousin she would have to see sometime. I didn’t mind letting her decide when she wanted to see Jake. It wasn’t like I was eager at the thought of seeing him again.

My security system thought your DNA had been forged. I said, switching topics to save the calm atmosphere. I guess it couldn’t understand how a dead person could come back to life. It probably couldn’t fathom how that would work.

I don’t know how I was brought back to life. Rachel said. At least you had Marco to watch over you until I got back.

Was Rachel implying that I was only with Marco because she had been dead? That as soon as she returned that I would go with her and leave him behind? Isn’t that what I should feel about him? That he was just a backup and nothing more?

But I loved Marco. I loved him as much as I had-I did love Rachel. I couldn’t tell him to go just because Rachel was back. That was just something I couldn’t do.

I love you, Rachel, I really do. I finally said. But Marco is…You were dead. I saw you die and I flew away with your ashes which are now hidden in my cabin. I couldn’t keep living in the past. I just couldn’t keep living and waiting for something that I didn’t think could happen. Three years, Rachel. It was three years before I could admit my feelings to Marco because I was scared. I was scared of being hurt again.

The silence that followed felt worse than death. Was Rachel angry? Would she attack me or, worse, leave me? Had I just messed up the best thing about the war? Would we now be like Jake and Cassie? Both of us wanting to get with each other and yet not feeling it would work out?

I love you, Rachel. I said again, hoping that she would reply.

But she didn’t reply. She was just silent and I felt something between awkward and ashamed.
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Sunday, June 15, 2014

Twerster is the New Free Gift

Info From HERE
Recently a new Free Gift was released. Free Gifts aren't released every day or every week, if you didn't already know.

The free gift this time around is called Twerster which is a cute little tornado-like minion. The best thing about this minion is its description which is merely COW!. It's probably a reference to the movie Twister.


Saturday, June 14, 2014

Shipping Confessions: Hannigram (Hannibal tv series)

I have no clue why I haven't talked about this ship sooner since I ship it very hard. It is one of those ships that me, and other shippers, think should be canon. Behind the scenes, Bryan Fuller has stated it's canon but not in a sexual sense. For me, I ship it with sex included.

The ship is from the show Hannibal which is about Will Graham solving crimes and his relationship to the cannibal Hannibal Lecter. The series is extremely well done in every aspect. Including casting choices and visuals.

The ship I will be talking about today is Hannigram (aka between Hannibal Lecter and Will Graham). It is one of those ships that is so twisted it is a joy for me but not something I'd support in real life.
Will Graham is an FBI agent who is extremely empathetic. It is his gift and his curse. He fears that because he can understand killers so well that he will become a killer. In the Second Season you get a glimpse of Will going dark.

Will also has things to occupy him outside of the workplace. This includes fishing and his endless collection of stray dogs. We only learn the name of one of his dogs over the course of two seasons (Winston) which makes writing fanfiction about his dogs hard.* The only times we see him fly fishing are in his 'dream palace'. His love of fishing was also one of the reasons he was falsely accused and arrested for Hannibal's murders.

Will is a very kind man and he only does his job because he wants to help people. Even if that includes endangering his psyche on a daily basis.
Hannibal Lecter is on the other end of the spectrum from Will. Hannibal has a moral code so he's not a complete monster, but he is still not a little angel either. The first thing Hannibal cares about is himself. If anyone gets in his way or threatens him, he will kill them. Even if he loves them or considers them a dear friend. The Season 2 finale made that clear.

Hannibal is very good at playing people and making them look at one thing while he does something completely different. He makes people think he's there for them only to betray them later. Again, Hannibal does have a code so he doesn't do things just to be cruel. He does things to survive which are cruel.

Hannibal is, of course, a cannibal. But he doesn't kill just to kill. He prefers to 'eat the rude', but he is also able to eat those who get in his way. Over the course of the series, so far, he has made human flesh look very appetizing. His cooking, like the rest of his interests, is very prim and proper. He doesn't just prepare a meal, he prepares a show.
Hannibal is attracted to Will because he sees a kinship in him. Hannibal knows that Will is one of the few people that would ever truly understand him. Hannibal is lonely and wishes for friendship even while he is really horrible at making friends. Because of his perverted idea of friendship, he isn't good at a real relationship.

So Hannibal and Will's relationship is already on rocky ground because Hannibal isn't honest nor does he treat Will fairly. Hannibal's thoughts is that he is opening up Will to his true potential. Another of the nicknames for this ship is 'Murder Husbands' which sums up how Hannibal wants the relationship to go.

While Hannibal is cruel, he does have a kind side. In Season 2, when Will knows what Hannibal is, things get a little more flirty. For lack of a better word. They get very close to each other and even in the Season 2 finale you can see that both are sorry for the ways things had to be. But Hannigram, at the end of the day, isn't a stable relationship at all.
Will does like Hannibal even though he knows that the cannibal isn't good for him. He warns the killer in the Season 2 finale that Jack is coming so that Hannibal can make his escape. Even while Will is pretending to be Hannibal's friend, there is a part of him that loves the man.

One scene that occurs in Season 1 is very sexually charged with Hannibal coming forward and Will going back against a ladder. In Season 2 Will says he wants to kill Hannibal with his hands and the cannibal seems a little turned on at the thought.

If you don't ship Hannigram because you're disturbed by it, I totally understand. It is not a happy ship and if you're one of the people that only ship ships that you would in real life, I can totally understand you not shipping this. But if you're a fellow Hannigram shipper, you have nothing to be ashamed of.

What will I talk about next Shipping Confessions? From the show Elementary I'll show you the best detective and his protege.
*= Someone on Facebook has told me that we do know the name of one other of Will's dogs: Buster.
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Shipping Confessions Table of Contents

Inbetween: The Works of Crayak 3

This car ride Ryan was deciding to be silent which was a huge relief to me. Of course the crime scene we had just come from was probably the reason for his silence. He must be used to seeing dead bodies by now, but the carnage had been something else. I was used to seeing dead bodies, I even was used to making corpses, but to see corpses used in a theatrical manner was something else entirely.

There had been blood, but only in specific places where you were most likely to step in them. I had thought of morphing peregrine falcon just to avoid stepping in the blood. The blood wasn’t there just to be a hazard, though, but formed a red eye inside of the circle of victims. The victims being six and I assumed that was because us Animorphs had originally numbered six.

“Did Rachel Berenson have a Grizzly Bear morph?” Ryan asked, breaking the silence.

“Yeah,” I replied and hoped my voice didn’t crack. “That was her battle morph.”

“And the victim in the Grizzly Bear costume was the only one to have special attention given to them.”

“So you’re saying that Esplin is trying to unnerve me?”

“And if he succeeds in doing so this case is lost.”

“He won’t.”

Then it was silent for a few more minutes. But I guess Ryan didn’t do silence or maybe he wanted to learn about me. I didn’t blame him for being anxious, I was. Especially since I was now on a case with a new partner.

“You think the lead will tell us anything?” Ryan asked.

“She better. It took hard work finding her so it better pay off.”

“About the vic-“

“Don’t.”

Then it was silent. He was aware that he had crossed a line I didn’t want crossed right now. I didn’t want to think about Rachel because then I would be reminded of the fact that I could die before bringing Esplin down. She had died during the final battle, so who could say I wouldn’t die while bringing down Esplin?

No one could reassure me.

We pulled into the driveway of the house and I saw two more FBI agents waiting outside for us. I nodded at both men and headed for the front door.

“Tied up?” Ryan asked and one of the FBI agents nodded back.

Well at least we wouldn’t have to worry about restraining the member. All we would have to do would be to focus on interrogation.  That thought helped me calm down as I looked around the house. The house was sparsely furnished and had a few pictures of family members. The furniture was all the same color so that they seemed to flow into the walls.

“Good cop and bad cop?” I asked Ryan.

“I assume I’ll be the bad one.” He replied dryly.

“I was thinking that I had the reputation and it would look odd if you tried to pull it off.”

“Thanks.”

With that we went into the kitchen where the informant was.

She was a red head and was dressed in a jogging outfit. The outfit was made up of a top and shorts that were both white. She looked at me and Ryan angrily, but remained calm as we sat down on the opposite side of the table from her.

“So you’re Jake Berenson.” The woman said. “And who is this man with you?”

“I’m Ryan Hardy.” Ryan said. “And who are you?”

“Lilly.” The woman replied. “I’ve heard that the FBI has taken in some nothlits. You one of them?”

“Maybe.”

Andalites treated being a nothlit as worse than death. I didn’t know the exact time frame of when Ryan had arrived on Earth, the clearance to that information was too high for me to reach, but I knew that he had done his best to integrate himself into human society. Whether him becoming a nothlit was an accident or not, he was treating his shame as best he could.

If I was still talking with Tobias maybe he could give me some insight into the matter.

“And what if he is? That doesn’t change the fact that you were doing illegal activities for Esplin’s cult.” I said.

“The Cult of the Red Eye.”

I let Ryan take over for a little bit as he went into the whole good cop routine. He did it very well and I suddenly remembered that he had been a Prince. He probably hadn’t done much interrogation, as Andalites seemed to be the type that would shoot a Yeerk before asking questions, but he was really doing a good job. He had adapted to human life very well.

A hell of a lot better than I had adapted to post-war life. Looking at Ryan you could hardly tell that he had once been an Andalite. Looking at me you couldn’t help but remember that I had been the leader of the Animorphs. He could change, I couldn’t. And yet he was the nothlit.

I also realized that we were similar in a small way. He had become a nothlit to escape his responsibilities as a Prince while I had escaped the responsibility of teaching people how to use the morphing ability by becoming an FBI agent. We were both cowards in our own way.

“And all of us will worship Crayak.” Lilly said and I snapped back to the present.

“That devil doesn’t deserve to be worshiped.” I said.

“Is that what Crayak is to you? Crayak, to the true believers, is a way to salvation. He’s the way to unlock our true potential and become the rulers of the universe.”

“I doubt a Yeerk would allow for other beings to control things.” Ryan replied.

“Oh, Esplin has changed. He will allow for his followers to have more freedom.” She said. “For Crayak has decreed it.”

“And we’ll see how long that will last.” I said.

“I trust Esplin and I trust Crayak.” Lilly replied, straining against her restraints. “I know that you will crash and burn. You’re weak. You’re human. And you’re on the wrong side.”

“If being on the side with all the cra-“ I started and then stopped as I dodged gunfire.

Ryan was the first to fire back at the FBI agent and I started shooting soon after. Dammit! A cult member in the FBI.
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