Jay (Table of Contents)

I am Jay and I am a warrior in Seitou's clan. I am of the Shadow Flight and serve the Shadowbinder.

I'm an experiment and so the rest of my clan was extremely happy when I was finally born. Herbie, my father, has the same strong psychic abilities as I do. The only difference is that he likes to please people a lot so he doesn't use those abilities to their fullest. Hence me being created so that my father's powerful abilities could actually be used for the good of the clan. It took some time for me to be able to use my abilities and when I could I felt my purpose being solidified. That purpose was to protect my clan the best I could.

Below are my journal entries:

A Quickie: A True Father (Guardians of the Galaxy)

Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 was an excellent sequel. It had good music, great jokes, and good characters. Today I'm going to be focusing on Peter Quill and Ego's relationship as I found it to be a highlight of the movie.

Now this is going to be extremely spoiler heavy so if you haven't seen the movie yet, don't read on. This movie was just recently released or else I wouldn't have bothered putting the warning here.

Crossing the Divide 54

"I served Daenerys Targaryen loyally in Essos, King Jorah served her even more faithfully then." I continued, looking at those gathered around. "When I met her I was rescuing her from an assassination attempt by Daario Naharis. I later helped her reclaim her city of Meereen. It is with a heavy heart that I declare war on her that will lead to her death. Your king, Jorah Mormont, is Azor Ahai reborn. Daenerys Targaryen, the false queen, is Nissa Nissa. Longclaw, your king's sword, is Lightbringer. The gods themselves have declared Daenerys' death. Though they are not kind, they are on our side for now."

The crowd before me was made up of residents of Dragonstone, Dothraki, Queensguard, my friends, and Stark soldiers. All those of House Mormont and Arryn had since gone back to their respective homes. Those before me were enough to keep this castle safe. They might still follow Daenerys so I would feel no hope until they showed their true colors.

"Residents of Dragonstone," I said. "Gendry Baratheon is an ally of mine. He has allowed me to make what I will say involve you. Dothraki, you are far from home and all you want is to go back. If you follow me and help me defeat the rogue khaleesi, you will go back to Vas Dothrak with honor at such a feat. I will not ask for you to join in the war against the White Walkers. Those soldiers who kneel under the banner of House Stark, I am going to rescue your Lord. Then I will save House Mormont, ally of House Stark, if Daenerys is not defeated at the Vale."

I walked from one end of the room to the other. I looked at the people's eyes and their reactions. Some looked away from me while others hesitantly met my gaze. Lei looked more than nervous to be here while Grey Worm was bored. She helped the Unsullied when she could. At times it was almost as if she were using him as a distraction. Jaime was nervous but not about being in a political setting, but because it was his duty to protect me. If this move went wrong he would do everything to keep me safe.

"I doubt all of you want to follow me and I won't force you to do so." I said once I was back in front of Gendry with Jorah by my side. "If you wish to join Daenerys Targaryen I will not stop you. My dragons will not attack you. If you wish to join me I will gladly take you. If you wish to avoid this conflict, you may go to Essos until the bloodshed has ended. Every person will come to me and state their choice. If you tell me the truth you will be able to go pursue your destiny freely. If you lie, Alexander will taste your blood."

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Jorah Mormont Fic

You can read it HERE

Crossing the Divide 53

I walked up to a window, this one was heavily cracked but not broken, and looked at the landscape. Before the rains had started again this place had been a desert like the rest of the world. This would explain why the apartment complex was abandoned. If there wasn't a good source of running water here there would be no point in staying. Now, though, green had started to take over the landscape once again. The majority of the vegetation was grass though a few bushes had started to grow.

Turning back inside I took note of the room I had found myself in. It was a nursery with a crib, a dead baby, and a dead mother. The painting on the crib was gone for the most part with a few patches holding on. The wood was cracked and the bedding was wasting away. The child inside had withered away to bones with the cause of death being obvious. There was a bullet hole in its skull. The mother was also just bones now with a gun beside her. Both were wasted away to the point I didn't know if she had killed her child because it had turned or she just thought it had. Or maybe she had wished to remove her child from the nightmare the world had become.

My memories took me back to the Dragonpit. Like this mother I had killed one of my children so they would stop being in pain. Jeor might hate me now but he also might be understanding. He might forgive me for what I had done. If the gods decided to be fair to this mother and child they would allow both to be reunited. Both would also be able to understand why the mother had done what she had.

I could blame Alex for the horror before me but I didn't. He wanted to perform awful experiments but they were supposed to be controlled. He wanted to go deep into darkness but he wouldn't take the whole world with him. Well, not unless he was assured he would be the one in control. If the Nightmare were to be a hell, he would be the ruler. If my husband wasn't sure of having that much control he wouldn't da** humanity. He wouldn't because he cared about his own safety above all else. I also didn't blame my husband because he had been trying to right his wrongs, even though he did so in an inhumane manner. At least before he had joined the Mormonts.

"Rin?" Sam asked and I turned to see him enter the room.

His eyes went from the mother to the child. His eyes also glanced at the stuffed animals in the room. I couldn't tell what they had once been as all of them were ripped apart. There were the bite marks of dogs and birds on them. If there had been one stuffed animal that hadn't been ruined, I would've taken it back to Eden for Eve. She deserved a toy from the wastelands.

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic

You can read it HERE

Shipping Confessions: Jorah Mormont/Daenerys Targaryen (Game of Thrones)

Game of Thrones is an extremely compelling television series. It has action, drama, love, and the ability to tear your heart out of your chest only for you to come back next week. Villains and heroes aren't clear cut which is always a good thing to see. The reason I love the Animorphs book series, among other reasons, is because it does the same thing of having the line between good and evil be heavily blurred.

There are many plot lines in the show and in the books there are even more. I am waiting until the tv series is done to read the books so I'm only going off of what I have heard from the book readers. Anyways...one of the many plot lines is Daenerys Targaryen amassing an army to reclaim the Iron Throne for her House. The Iron Throne is the seat where the ruler of the Seven Kingdoms sits.

Today I will discuss a ship I was shipping even before I started watching the show. Yes, I was shipping Daenerys Targaryen and Jorah Mormont long before I watched the first episode of Game of Thrones.

Cersei Lannister the Night's Queen

One of the promos for the latest season of Game of Thrones has something in it I want to talk about. The icy breath Queen Cersei Lannister breathes at the end might just be a hint of what is to come with her character. It might be a hint that she will become the Night's Queen.

Before all of you start telling me that isn't going to happen, I'm going to agree with you. This theory is insane and probably won't happen. However, it's one that is interesting to me. One of the reasons being that it'll extend Cersei's time on the show.

I admit I can't hate her character if only because Lena Headey is so awesome.

A Quickie: Bryan Fuller has Done it Again (American Gods)

I have been waiting for this show since it was announced. So, yes, before the first trailer aired I was already excited. It has been some time since I've read the book but with Bryan Fuller behind this adaptation, there was reason for excitement.

The premiere episode was...wow...not enough words to describe it. Suffice it to say it took a good full day for me to get my thoughts figured out about it.

I need to re-read the book as there is a bunch I've forgotten. But, for the parts I do remember, I won't be spoiling on this post.