Fire Bear (Sub-Species)

Sub-Species: Fire Bear

Name Meaning: In Game of Thrones Daenerys Targaryen's House's motto is 'fire and blood'. Jorah Mormont's House's symbol is the bear. So I just combined the two as I couldn't find an easy google search of what the shipping name is.

Crossing the Divide 26

"You should've killed her." Arya told me as I sat on the Iron Throne.

My coronation had ended thirty minutes ago but I couldn't seem to make myself leave this seat. I had been able to remain calm even though I couldn't comprehend how this could be reality. I had been able to deal with many strange things but this...this was the pinnacle of insanity. The crown on my head felt wrong and I couldn't wait until Daenerys came to take it off of me.

"I'm a little sister." Arya said. "I could be the one in the prophecy."

"We've gone over this before." I said, recounting two hours worth of the same argument. "It could be that Daenerys will ask you to kill Cersei thereby fulfilling the prophecy. You don't need to do it now if it is you. The gods won't allow another to take her life if it is by your hands she is destined to die."

She stopped and sighed. I could feel the bloodlust coming off of her in waves. It was as though I were viewing myself in my younger years. The years when I lived in Westeros and was known as Scourge to few. But to those few my name made their blood freeze. Khaleesi was my daughter in the Nightmare and part of me wanted to give the same role to Arya here. Like me, the Stark girl could easily go into darkness with no way out. It had only been because I had survived grey scale and then the death of Franc that I had been able to come back into the light. I could make sure that she didn't need that pain in her past. She already had enough.

"If you want to kill her so bad, why are you following my orders?" I asked Arya. "You just met me and yet you held back."

"You saved the city and now you're the queen." Arya said.

"Vengeance does not tend to bow down before sympathy and rulers. Some part of you isn't overcome by blood lust."

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's an Arya Stark Fic

You can read it HERE

Crossing the Divide 25

"Do you really trust them?" Alex asked as I entered our tent after making camp for the night.

"We have no choice right now." I reminded him. "If they remain friendly to us they could provide a good guard force for the base. They know this area and if we give them reason to protect us, I am sure they will."

I listened to the wind beat against our tent. The islanders had lead us to the top of a very large hill. The odd wildlife was easy to spot and we could see for miles. This was helped by the fact that there were no longer trees or other foliage. Not in great amounts at least. Walking on the island I had seen the odd bush and flower, but nothing substantial. I wondered how these people had survived for so long here.

"You shouldn't have come here." Alex said, putting his hand under my shirt and resting it on my belly. "If they try to hurt you, they could end up killing Eve."

"You weren't just shooting that man because you were afraid for yourself, were you?" I asked him as I lay down. "You were doing it for her."

My husband was silent as he lay beside me while still keeping his hand on my stomach. For a few minutes I didn't think he was going to answer at all. The air was quickly getting cold and so his hand started to feel very warm on me.

"It's still strange for me to think of putting others above myself." Alex finally said. "The moment I first met you I knew you were different, I just didn't know what that meant. I didn't know how not having you by my side would affect me. I'm protecting the other Mormonts because that's the only way I can keep you. Our daughter...I'm not just protecting her to keep you. I'm protecting her because she's as important to me as you."

"Our daughter." I said with a smile on my face. "Eve."

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic

You can read it HERE

A Quickie: The Truth about the Maze (Westworld)

The maze in Westworld was one of the central mysteries of Season 1. Throughout the season people were questioning what the maze really was and if it was an actual maze. The maze was the only thing giving William (aka the Man in Black) purpose to his life.

So what is the maze?

Mini-Review: The Walking Dead "Hearts Still Beating"

I'm hoping to get more reviews out by doing this mini-review format. If I want to go into actual depth on this show I'll do so via multi-vlog reviews or other posts.

In this review of The Walking Dead episode "Hearts Still Beating" there will be spoilers. So if you haven't seen the episode, stop reading now and go see it before continuing.

Flight Rising Gene Review: Scales

For awhile now I have reviewed the newest breeds of Dragon Cave as they come out. I've been thinking for something similar with Flight Rising but with genes. Today I am following that thought through and taking a look at the Scales gene.

Crossing the Divide 24

"Can you find the answer in time?" I asked him. "We could leave here now and escape but I won't let others suffer because of my cowardice."

"Of course you crazy c**t wouldn't waste a chance to try and die." Bronn said. "I'll find out and then we're leaving this city behind."

A small smile flickered briefly on my face. He would complain and yet he would do what I had asked. I didn't need him to like the task, I merely needed him to complete it. I needed to make sure that innocents wouldn't die. If I changed to my dragon form I could've easily escaped with time to spare. But I wouldn't do such things. I wouldn't abandon those that I felt such a calling to help. I wouldn't abandon people in need.

"Lei, I know you don't believe Cersei to be doing such a great evil but we can't take a risk." I told her once Bronn had left us. "I know you're not a fighter and I won't ask you to harm her. But try to take as many people as you can outside of the city."

"They...um...won't believe I'm a Lannister." Lei said embarrassed. "I can't command people like Jaime, Cersei, or even Tyrion could. No one will believe who I am."

"Then tell them it is an order from Rin Kaari. The people here seem to believe me to be some kind of goddess or at least someone fit for the Iron Throne, so let's test that."

The woman grinned weakly and then was off. I didn't know why I had panicked and yet there was a part of my mind that thought this was the logical thing to do. It was the part of my mind that had lead me to greatness and depravity in the past. The part of myself that had kept me alive when I didn't even know what I was.

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Cersei Lannister Fic

You can read it HERE

November 2016 Releases (Jash's Dragon Army)

Dragon Cave recently released new dragon breeds. I was able to get a male and female of each of them.

A Quickie: From William to the Man in Black (Westworld)

One of the things that people have been saying after the Season 1 Finale of Westworld is that William being the Man in Black makes no sense. William was such a good man that someone as cruel as the Man in Black could never possibly be the man he becomes. That the change was too swift and sudden.

I'm here to tell you that William was never as good as he seemed to be.

Crossing the Divide 23

"Claire won't kill me." Chris argued. "She won't kill just anyone for Alice."

"For now you are protected since you have deniability. You can claim that you were spying on us or that you were coerced. For now you are just a part of the Mormonts, you hold no special rank to indicate your real allegiance. The moment you are a Rasiki, the moment you take on that title, is the moment you remove all deniability. You will show your allegiance and Alice won't care. Even if Claire is loyal enough to you not to kill you, the same won't be true of Alice. She'll see you as being part of Rin. You'll be one of the men Rin will turn to when only the most loyal will do. If you don't become a Rasiki then you will be able to more easily keep the peace with your sister. But, if you decide to continue this pursuit, you might come to a point where you'll need to kill her. There will be no choice for either of you."

For Alex that was caring. Almost the way a mother would talk to her child. He seemed to be as cruel as a winter storm but could have the heart of a den mother. It was a strange combination to see him being both self-serving and selfless. The former nearly overshadowing the latter. I knew Alex could easily go back to how he had been and that it was my job to keep him on the right path. To help him become a better man. Maybe all my love and confidence would be for naught, but I still had to try. I had no other choice.

"Could you kill your sister?" Khaleesi asked. "If it was either her or the Mormonts which one would you choose?"

There was a long moment of silence. Looking at the other Kaari I knew that the answer would have to be the correct one. Chris had one last time to make the right choice. For myself I didn't know what that answer would be and knew it differed among my closet companions. Alex, I knew, would want Chris to say he would kill Claire. My husband cared about few things and would want my special forces to only be loyal to me. Be loyal to me above all others since that was how he felt.

"I don't know." Chris finally replied. "I don't know if I could kill a family member. She's the only one I have left."

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic

You can read it HERE

December 1 Hour 2016 Exclusive Vlog (Patreon Exclusive)

Every month people who donate at least $5 a month to my Patreon get an exclusive hour long vlog.

A Quickie: Ford's Sacrifice (Westworld)

It seems as though a lot of you are interested in what I have to say about Westworld. Sadly I can't make long posts (like THIS one) about the show all the time. I say sadly because there is so much to discuss from characters to themes. However, I'm going to aim to make shorter posts to help cover some of the topics about the show that interest me.

I'll also be using this shortened format for other shows/movies/ect. that I am interested in.

Today I'll be discussing a very odd move by Ford in the Westworld Season 1 Finale.

Into the Darkness 5

I don't know how long I had been in this place, a place no legends spoke of. Only darkness consumed it and there was no hope for light. It wasn't complete dark, but the places that weren't pitch black were shadow. This place of demons had creatures that I didn't know how to tell any dragon about. That is if I managed to get back.

Crossing the Divide 22

If this would be the last day in my home reality, at least the weather was pleasant. There was a faint chill in the air that I could sense more than actually feel. Maybe the ice and fire in my veins made me more sensitive to the changing of the seasons. Or at least the ice in my veins yelled out when winter would be arriving. But winter coming wasn't my main concern. My main concern was the undead abomination that was moving towards me. I raised Alexander in a defensive position as, at least to me, the undead Mountain lumbered slowly towards me.

Instead of meeting his first blow, I turned away quickly and only left my blade up enough in case I couldn't avoid him completely. The wind caused by the Mountain's blow blew past me with the force of a miniature storm. Quickly I turned away from him again as I judged how he was moving. It wasn't just the force of his blows, it was countering the move that came after the first one was thrown. I could imagine some in the crowd thinking my strategy was cowardice. Maybe to those humans it was, but for me I was thinking of my survival. If I survived I could feel shame, but not with death so near. With death looking on I felt nothing. Only one move to the next.

Finally we connected our blades and I felt every inch of me vibrate. I felt as if I would explode from that one hit alone and yet I survived. Not moving fully away from the abomination, I watched as the Mountain attempted to use his sword on me yet again. The reason I had stayed so close was there would be a better moment to move away. The seconds went slowly for me giving me more than enough time to make my move. The way the beast moved allowed me to jump off of its arm and propel myself away. Once I quickly regained my footing I saw that I hadn't slowed the creature down. Focusing on his arm, I saw it moving slower than before yet the undead Mountain was moving quickly towards me as if he didn't notice. If he didn't feel pain I could injure him without him comprehending what was really happening. Humans misunderstood pain and failed to realize it helped warn us when something was wrong. It wasn't something to be feared but to be listened to.

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Cersei Lannister Fic

You can read it HERE

December 30 Minute 2016 Exclusive Vlog (Patreon Exclusive)

Every month people who donate at least $1 a month to my Patreon get an exclusive 30 minute vlog.

Which Eeveelution are You? (Quiz)

Eevee is the most diverse Pokemon in terms of how many evolutions it has. What makes it hard to get them all is that not every evolution (also called Eeveelution) is earned the same way. Umbreon you need to have its happiness be at a certain level and it needs to evolve at night. Espeon is the same thing but has to evolve during the day time. So which Eeveelution are you? Are you a fiery Flareon or an icy Glaceon? Or could you even just be Eevee?

Mini-Review: Westworld "The Bicameral Mind"

I'm hoping to get more reviews out by doing this mini-review format. If I want to go into actual depth on this show I'll do so via multi-vlog reviews or other posts.

In this review of the Westworld episode "The Bicameral Mind" there will be spoilers. So if you haven't seen the episode, stop reading now and go see it before continuing.

Crossing the Divide 21

"You aren't a real person, you're just an experiment." The man hissed, his need to talk being more important to him than any form of logic. "That's the reason. I am not going to serve something that was poked and prodded. The only reason you had any rank in the Umbrella Corporation was because you fooled Doctor Isaacs into marrying you. If I was in charge of you I wouldn't have let that happen. I would have killed you once I had gotten everything from you that I needed."

"So you betrayed me because you don't think I'm human?" I asked and started to pace around him, hoping to unnerve him enough so that he would give up more information. "On a genetic level I'm not. What I am there are no words for and I don't care for there to be any. On a philosophical level I consider myself human even if my DNA says otherwise."

"Just because you think you're human doesn't mean you are. You're some sick f***ing twisted experiment. If I had been in charge of you, you'd be dead by now. Maybe I'd f**k you but that would be it."

"There were many people in Umbrella that got the chance to experiment on me but you were never one of them. You keep saying what you'd do if you had been in charge of me as if you betrayed me for a mere promotion. I can see why Wesker never put you anywhere of worth as you were a mediocre Mormonts at best. Even though you were never loyal to me to begin with, I'm sure how you acted was a good reflection on how you usually work."

When I passed by his face I saw it reflect his deep anger. He wanted me to feel put down and think that I stood no chance to win this fight. That I wasn't worthy of fighting for humanity. Cersei had tried to break me and had done much worse than mere words. She had done much worse than looks. And still she hadn't broken me. This human wouldn't make me quiver as I had seen worse. I had done worse. He was a man who was trying to feel important while knowing he wasn't valuable.

"Did you really think that if you had succeeded Wesker would have promoted you?" I asked him. "Does he appear like a man that wouldn't double cross you on such matters?"

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic

You can read it HERE

Peaceful Ninja (Jash's Dragon Army)

Name: Peaceful Ninja

Breed: White Dragon

Clan: Hounds of the Wastelands

Position: Healer Hound

A Quick Westworld Theory: Charlotte Hale is Actually Maeve

I am attempting to get this out before the Season 1 Finale of Westworld so I'm having to make this much shorter than I'd want to. I really want to delve into this theory and yet can't fully do that here because then this won't be released until after the finale. And after that it might be proven wrong so what would be the point of talking about it?

So if it's proven right in the finale, or not entirely dismissed, I'll make a longer post about it. If it's shown to be false I won't bother.

Crossing the Divide 20

"A team lead by Lady Hisara Kaari, ruler of our House, eventually found its way to a place of eternal winter." Alexander said, taking me out of that brief memory. "It was cold and unlike anything that had been seen before. What made them stay there as long as they did was the sight of a different kind of dragon. These creatures were white as snow and had a shine like they were made of ice. They were also much larger than any dragon known in Valyria. The smallest of them easily dwarfed the most renowned of any of the dragonlord families. It was at this point they felt as if the gods had answered their prayers of how they were to proceed next."

With all this talk of the Kaari wanting to evolve themselves it made me think that they would like what had happened to me. Maybe if my House had still been alive now they would consider me some kind of chosen one. That I would be ruler of my House merely because of the wicked fate placed upon me. But all I wanted was to be was human and thinking of myself as such was becoming harder every day. Did it really matter what I was, though?

"After many months of effort, they managed to bring back some ice dragon eggs." It continued.

"Hisara ordered experimentation on the eggs commence to bring about a fire and ice hybrid. It wasn't certain what such experimentation could yield. Some hoped to merely increase the size of the fire breathing dragons while others wanted something a little more complicated. The size was one fact and another was the ability to breathe both fire and ice. Or just a combination of the two."

"Were the experiments successful?" I asked, though I was already sure of the answer.

"Most weren't and abominations were created. Pitiful creatures that could hardly breathe and died soon after hatching."

I was now seeing through Hisara's eyes and felt her worry. There had been too many needless dragons suffering. Being descended from dragons, she felt as if she were harming parts of herself. The newest hatchlings screamed and yelled as their blood froze leaving them to only know pain before dying. She stood strong and didn't let the other Kaari see her tears. Those were for her and her husbands only.

"So the experiments were stopped but not before there were two eggs ruled to be successes." Alexander continued. "The Kaari most knowledgeable about the countless failures said that the two felt different. There was an energy in them that they hadn't felt in the others. These two were kept safe and guarded by the most skilled swordsmen of the House. But when the Doom of Valyria came to be the eggs were lost amongst all the chaos. Some cried out that House Targaryen, the only House to survive the Doom with dragons, had stolen them. This was later proved to be untrue and when the Targaryens started to enact their genocide upon our House there was no time to look for the eggs. But now the two dragons have been found."
 
-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Jaime Lannister Fic

You can read it HERE

Crossing the Divide 19

As he walked away happier than before, I heard familiar footsteps coming behind me. I hadn't been avoiding him, but being a leader meant you couldn't spend the time with people you wanted to. I always saw Alex as we shared the same bed, but Chris Redfield was different. We worked in separate areas and I had the farming mission to deal with.

"What did you tell him?" Chris asked.

"That I was sending him to be closer to his wife." I replied.

"And is that the real reason?"

"He seems to be harboring thoughts that would cause problems for the Mormonts. He has hatred in his heart and if that is allowed to fester he will turn on me. I don't hate the woman he hates with as much wrath as he does."

I didn't tell Chris but I knew if one or two men were angry, there would be more. The best I could do was placate them in ways that seemed I was being selfless. In reality, though, I would be keeping them away from causing too much damage before they could see reason again. At Eden that man could cause serious damage while at an outpost the damage would be minimal. He might not notice the manipulation or maybe he wouldn't care once he had arrived.

"I haven't seen you much." Chris said, longing hidden deep in his voice.

"Ruling the Mormonts doesn't give me much time to talk with friends." I admitted. "Anytime I can find rest I use it. I might spar with Khaleesi but we've known each other since my mission started. Plus training with her helps keep me prepared for the real fight."

"Besides the nineteen you brought back from Nymeria Base, are you considering anyone else?"

"You're asking me if I'm considering you."

-This is a Mature Story (if in content if not plot)
-It's a Game of Thrones/Resident Evil Fic
-It's a Doctor Isaacs Fic

You can read it HERE

My Pokemon Journals Results (Survey)

Are you wondering about the results of the survey found HERE? Even if you aren't I will still be making this post to go over the results and what I feel about them. Before I begin I want to thank the forty-five brave souls that took this survey and, in doing so, helped me to understand my fanbase a little bit more.